In my recent research, of the spiritual realm ie. the 'unseen', I have discovered that karmic repercussions are all abounding.
The first astrologer I met, in 1986, was called Clare. Clare was a friend of a friend and wanted to assess my natal chart, on meeting me.
She went off, for about 20 mins and had a through look at it. I was surprised to hear her first comments, "It looks quite like the charts of John Lennon and Marilyn Monroe". I was intrigued. Then, she began to explain the 'trines' and a 'Grand trine' and 'squares' and 'sextiles', 'semi-sextiles', 'conjunctions' and 'oppositions'. At the time it sounded like a lot of mumbo-jumbo and it was not until I began to study natal charts and educate myself on the subject that I began to understand what these terms mean.
She pointed out that I would likely achieve a degree of fame in my life time, having similar natal chart 'fame' representations as seen in Lennon and Monroe's charts, and if not during my life-time I would most certainly achieve posthumous fame. Sounded scary at aged twenty-one. Nowadays, not so scary. What is fame? I don't know. Do I want to find out?
What is interesting is that she was very clear about certain dramatic life changes that I would experience and that it was clear that I had a very untapped psychic ability and claircognizance - which is another kind of awareness meaning that I can see, hear and sense things beyond the 3D realm. I could not fathom what this meant, until I started to see, dream, have visions, hear and sense things that nobody around me could tune into.
In short, it's a 'knowing', 'inner knowledge, seeing and perceiving things, through dream, premonition and sensing/psychic information. In recent years, and especially in the last few months, this ability has heightened and it can be tiring. It is important to be kind and gentle with yourself because claircognizance can tire you very easily. Today, I was researching 'Psychic Attack'. It is a real phenomena. I slept for most of this afternoon. It is not a good idea to stay awake when you are exhausted. Saturn and Pluto are in retrograde as well as Jupiter, which is harsh, and can make you feel like everything feels so difficult. Walking through treacle.
Clare, the astrologer and medium, also told me that I would develop these skills much later in life, and she had suggested that it would have to do with an event linked with my family, a death or a change. She said that my mother would have a specific relevance in the development of my gifts. In retrospect, it was my mother's death that had significant relevance. While mother was dying and unable to properly communicate, I was able to know what she needed and wanted, without words. She knew this, and trusted me with bedside care. It was very emotional for me. She had apologised to me for not having been very loving towards me. Tear-jerker. I could not feel any remorse. I could not have blamed the way that she was towards me. It was a part of my growth journey.
When she died, it was very difficult for me to find myself in such a deep place of mourning, I began to talk to G-d and ask for help and I began to get guidance and the help that I had asked for. I spent hours and hours with myself, sometimes days and days. I sat with my own feelings, day after day. I allowed myself to experience all of the emotions and it was very tiring. I did not look for diversions, or drink, or avoid myself...I just decided to embrace the world of deep mourning. It was a holistic experience. I felt very alone.
She noticed that my relationship with my mother was difficult at the best of times, because she would not ever be able to understand me.
I think it was because I was more 'Buddhistic' and free thinking (Religion: Any path that leads to the light) and not into a particular belief system....all beliefs have their own enlightenment. My mother was very Christian and only related to this particular creed. I follow many, I have looked at The Bible, The Koran, Kabbalah, Spirituality, Astrology, Christianity, Buddhism...etc.I also have research the Law of Attraction, The Law of Karma, Karmic debt, Karmic reward, Karmic bonds/ties, Twin Flames, Karmic Partners, Past-Life, Spirit Guides, Ancestral Karmic debt/reward, Ancestral Guides, The Akashic Records, Synchronised Numbers, Crystal healing and alternative ancient healing techniques, including essential oils, herbal remedies, diet nutrition, Veganism and Vegetarianism. I am very much aware of G-d being a Universal energy and that G-d is merely a label that we use to describe a higher power and also, 'The Divine'.
If you know the word divine means holy or sacred, then you have a clue to the meaning of divinity, which can be a god or other religious being. Anything very holy is full of divinity.
It's important to remember to pray for people who are going through a lot of Karmic cycles and karmic retribution. This is happening now, depending on the way you have been living your life. It's perfectly normal to go through difficult times and I always recommend praying/meditating for forgiveness - and forgiving others. Always pray for your enemies, they need it the most. The best way to deal with Karmic debt is to accept it and pray. It's important to learn from your mistakes, and realise that G-d has a plan for everyone, it will not always be rainbows and unicorns.
John Lennon wrote a song called "Instant Karma"
Instant Karma (We All Shine On)
John Lennon
Instant Karma's gonna get you
Gonna knock you right on the head
You better get yourself together
Pretty soon you're gonna be dead
What in the world you thinking of
Laughing in the face of love
What on earth you tryin' to do
It's up to you, yeah you
Instant Karma's gonna get you
Gonna look you right in the face
Better get yourself together darlin'
Join the human race
How in the world you gonna see
Laughin' at fools like me
Who on earth d'you think you are
A super star
Well, right you are
Well we all shine on
Like the moon and the stars and the sun
Well we all shine on
Ev'ryone come on
Instant Karma's gonna get you
Gonna knock you off your feet
Better recognize your brothers
Ev'ryone you meet
Why in the world are we here
Surely not to live in pain and fear
Why on earth are you there
When you're ev'rywhere
Come and get your share
Well we all shine on
Like the moon and the stars and the sun
Yeah we all shine on
Come on and on and on on on
Yeah yeah, alright, uh huh, ah
Well we all shine on
Like the moon and the stars and the sun
Yeah we all shine on
On and on and on on and on
Well we all shine on
Like the moon and the stars and the sun
Well we all shine on
Like the moon and the stars and the sun
Well we all shine on
Like the moon and the stars and the sun
Yeah we all shine on
Like the moon and the stars and the sun
Songwriters: JOHN LENNON
Instant Karma (We All Shine On) lyrics © Lenono Music, Emi Music Publishing France, LENONO MUSIC C/O DOWNTOWN DMP SONGS, EMI BLACKWOOD MUSIC INC OBO LENONO MUSIC
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VLJl37a5C8A
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