Sunday 13th May
It's Mother's Day, in the States. My daughter sent me a request
Just a small favour to help her with her final design projects
That's fine
Whatever she needs
Not whatever she wants
Whatever she needs
Big difference
I'll be very busy and focussed over the next two days
Correction
I will have my own work and a gallery trip, and a parental visit and, and, and all of my other responsibilities and those to myself
I will have my work cut out for me
Pace
I cannot afford to get overwhelmed with it all
Tuesday is a deadline
This morning it occurred to me where my palette inspiration had come from
My diary, that I use everyday
It helps keeps my life on track
I do not use a phone diary
I don't like them
I use my phone as a phone and camera
I do not want my phone to become an appendage
I am sensitive to electromagnetic waves, *electromagnetic hypersensitivity (EMH)
I go into nature a lot, without any tech on my person
I have never used metallics, I have never used these pinks and purples, and roses, and golds
Following each nervous breakdown that I have had (4)**
I go back to squares, on squares
Four sides
It's therapeutic, like jigsaws are
I saw my dad and bro I went with cake, of course. I was 'mum' and made tea, with cake
I felt very sad, mum was not there...the home has lost it's beautiful atmosphere, it had no feminine. Male Dad, male bro, male cat.....no mum. It just felt so depleted. So empty. I did my best to be cheerful. I always do. Inside of my soul I was sad. Even the garden was less beautiful. Mu mum was magic. Her magic is not there, now.
*Electromagnetic hypersensitivity (EHS) is a claimed sensitivity to electromagnetic fields, to which negative symptoms are attributed. ... Some people who feel they are sensitive to electromagnetic fields may seek to reduce their exposure or use alternative medicine.
Crystals (such as Smokey quartz, Obsidian), Hymalayan salt baths, small amounts of canabis oil or canabis herb, green tea, being in nature and essential oils with a natural vegan/vegetarian diet, all helps to combat EMH
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electromagnetic_hypersensitivity
**Four is the smallest composite number, its proper divisors being 1 and 2.
4 is the smallest squared prime (p2) and the only even number in this form. 4 is also the only square one more than a prime number.
A number is a multiple of 4 if its last two digits are a multiple of 4. For example, 1092 is a multiple of 4 because 92 = 4 × 23.
In addition, 2 + 2 = 2 × 2 = 22 = 4. Continuing the pattern in Knuth's up-arrow notation, 2 ↑↑ 2 = 2 ↑↑↑ 2 = 4, and so on, for any number of up arrows. (That is, 2 [n] 2 = 4 for every positive integer n, where a [n] b is the hyperoperation.)
A four-sided plane figure is a quadrilateral (quadrangle) which include kites, rhombi, rectangles and squares, sometimes also called a tetragon. A circle divided by 4 makes right angles and four quadrants.
Because of it, four (4) is the base number of the plane (mathematics). Four cardinal directions, four seasons, the duodecimal system, and the vigesimal system are based on four.
AND the air, fire, water, earth zodiac groups
Next year is 4
This year is 3
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