So, there I am indulging in my single status, dating myself etc. and I find that I keep on being asked out. My Pa, for one, has invited me on a movie date and....
....Isn't it ironic...how, when you are not looking, everyone starts knocking on your door?
...and you cannot decide, because you are liking your own company so much, are at peace with yourself and you start wondering if everyone else is merely just a bit of a bother... getting into your energy too much.
...high vibing people attract people...who want a piece of you...it's normal. The thing is, how much of a piece of me am I prepared to give? That's the question I need to ask, every minute of everyday.
I have learned to give discerningly. I used to over-give, and this is detrimental. Empaths are prone to over-giving. It's natural to give...just depends on how much, before you feel depleted. I'm very careful of people's real motives. Many people are motive-driven and these types are dangerous and vexatious to the spirit.
I was tired from the weekend, having been out and about more than usual. I like weekends for myself (at least Sunday) Today, was particularly a nature day. Reboot and rejuvenate.
I was having a lovely peaceful moment in the valley, until I saw a couple on the other hill with binoculars. Very off-putting, as they were pointing in my direction and I was half-naked. I am quite sure that they had been spying the birds of prey, flying above me...and I am quite sure that they stopped spying when I sat up and glared at them.
Sure, people do as people will. I'm not particularly bothered....only that I had gone to the valley for human-free-nature-time-out. It is a national park, even though I think of it as my piece of heaven.
There are two small hillocks, where I go, one for my feet and one for my head. The moss on the foot hillocks was very soft. It felt like velvet under my feet. I am a foot fetishist so, for me, it was an incredibly sensual feeling.
I could happily stay in the valley all day, and with some good warm days ahead, I probably will. All of my RSI pains (over the weekend) dissipated. That's the power of nature healing. For sure.
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