...to others we will end up happy" - According to Yogi Tea, Choco.
Whatever we give, will come back to us...for sure. It may not come back from that individual, group etc. It will come back.
My philosophy is this: If you hand out negativity, it will return to you X10
If you give out positivity, it will return X10
Be mindful.
I have also discovered that if people want to project any of their negativity (pain or anger...etc) onto you then it says a lot more about them. Usually, it has nothing to do with you. Once you understand this, then it cannot really affect you.
Sad thing is, how many of us check ourselves, our behaviour, the things we say or do? Is it kind, is it compassionate? There are so many hurt and angry people around, and lonely as well.
I have often been on the receiving end of other people's anger/hurt. Yes I grew up around projected anger, and also into my adult life. I thought that it was something that I had deserved. Mainly it was projected onto me. I was an easy target, in my family. Some folk project their s*** onto you because, if they see how it hurts you, they feel powerful. This, of course is twisted thinking. In retaliating, you are stooping to that negative level. There is no point.
My challenge, presently, is to not allow people to trigger me into anger. Because of a lot of negativity that has been thrown at me, since I can remember, I have had great difficulty to learn not to fly off into a rage. My mother was prone to saying negative things to me, for example 'You will never amount to anything, you will be on the streets. Anything you make (I was always creative - from as early as I could walk) people will not want...', ad infinitum. When you are consistently being told that you are no good, eventually you begin to believe it. I'm not talking badly about my mother, because I loved her. I believe that she was unwell, with more issues than Vogue.
By the time that I was in my teens the verbal abuse got worse. At one point, in my early teens, my mother told me that I was evil, possessed and that he was to call the vicar to exorcise me. She attacked me with my tennis racket and told my father that I was not her child, but the child of the devil. Yes, it was a bit 'Carrie' (the horror movie)
From aged 15-16 my mother rarely spoke to me. For three month she acted as if I was not there. At supper time she served the family at table, but not me. If I was in a room in the house, alone she would come in and turn off the lights and shut the door, as if I was not there. This was continuously hurtful and it was about her own issues regarding me, being 'different' and also as a reaction to the journals that she had read - after going through all of my belongings while I was at school. I attempted more than one 'runaway'. My father always talked me around to coming back home to finish my studies, at least.
At school I was becoming singled out as 'odd' and I was laughed at or picked on. I stood up for myself to the point that nobody would fuck with me. I could be spooky. When I began truanting lessons, around the school (which was an old palace of King Henry VIII and a Catholic Convent) teachers and nuns would not challenge me. I got to be known as the student who liked to explore the school and hated lessons. How I passed 7 O levels and 3 A levels, I will never know. There was a lot of history to discover. And it was spirited. I encountered a few, in fact many, old spirits. By my last year, in 6th form, my head teacher/ head nun - Sister Jean - would nod and do a small bow if we passed in the dimly lit corridors. I would always nod to her, as all the nuns do in passing.
My journals, that my mother found and read, mentioned sex. The diary had been torn to pieces and scattered around my bedroom - when I came home. Most of my girlfriends were becoming sexually active (I was not) and they would often come to me to confide about a pregnancy scare or something that they had an issue with - as if I was the great authority on sex (that I had never had). I did not need to have experienced it to know it.
To this day, I can not go as far as reading over a person's shoulder. I cannot look at any 'personal' information, texts, phone calls, documents, writing that does not have my name on it/addressed to me. My daughter grew up with me - I would not pry. I would knock on her bedroom door, before entering. I would not ever go into her belongings - because they were hers.
I would be so easy a person to cheat or cheat on, and I believe that I am often cheated or cheated on.
It is very hard to forgive people who have damaged you. The thing is this, if we cannot forgive the hurtful things that others have done to us, what does that say about us? (as an individual) It says this; that we would rather carry around the pain (too heavy) as a burden than free ourselves and forgive. It's not easy. My mother could not ever forgive certain individuals amongst her family and friends and she was resentful and burdened. Emotional and mental burdens can manifest in illness, cancer (for example) could be an illness that derives from carrying certain negative burdens, like un-forgiveness...Just a theory.
I do not want to live this way. I would rather let it all go. It can take a long time to let go of some hurt/damage. This is why 'time heals'.
Forgiving and learning. Always a good place to be, if you ever get there. Forgiving does not mean that you have to be close to the person who damaged you. Boundaries are entirely created for your own health. Forgiving can mean that you forgive yet not allow the perpetrator to be near to you. It all depends on how the CEO (you) decides. We are all the CEO's of our own lives. We can promote, demote, reshuffle...create comfortable boundaries however we choose.
These days, if a person chooses to give me grief (unhappiness), that's fine - they are the CEO of their life - and I do not have to be in it.
Happiness. It's catching. Spread the joy and watch out for joy-thieves (there are many), because they are unhappy within themselves.
Some children are born, fighting from the womb. I believe that I was one of them. My childhood was very unsettling. I forgave my mother, as I was nursing her through the last stages of cancer. She apologised 'for not having been very loving to me', of course i had not expected this. I replied, "well, let's face it, you had three horrible brats an a husband to deal with...more than enough!". It was awkward enough for me to have had to make light of it. She laughed and said 'thank you'.
I am very insulted if anyone 'snoops' into my private affairs (although I'm happy to disclose it write or talk about it) I am nervous (triggered) if a person walks out of a room and closes the door on me. Still, even today. I keep all of the doors open in my home, including the bathroom when I am using it. Rarely do I close any of them.
Now. What was I discussing about the Saturn direct (currently) in Capricorn (ie 'at home' - as Saturn is the ruler of Capricorn) Saturn 4th house, Pisces, Moon recently? Seemingly I am being challenged to look at these things in conjunction, and exactly how these issues have taken me a very long time to understand and heal from.
4th House - The Fourth House sits at the base of the chart and symbolizes home and family. Natal planets in the Fourth House reveal an individual's relationship with the maternal figure, as well as their unique outlook on domesticity.
Saturn - Taskmaster, doesn’t make things easy. That’s the role of the taskmaster of the zodiac. Saturn commands us to get to work and to work hard. Discipline and responsibility are important to this planet, yet if we’re eager to conquer the world, that’s okay, too.
Much like Father Time, Saturn implores us to look at the clock (its glyph, after all, is the sickle of Chronos, the God of Time). Is there time for everything we want to do, or are there limits? Those limitations are important to Saturn, and we must learn to manage them. Restrictions are the province of this planet, as is any form of discipline or delay.
Pisces - feminine, water, is much more likely to pour out everything she has in her heart for someone else before taking much time or care for herself. Pisces always fights for the underdogs, and is known for her soft-hearted ways. Deeply sentimental and often moved to tears by sad movies. Don’t make fun of her for her empathetic personality – the world needs more dreamers and practitioners of loving kindness. Sweet Pisces is here to show us all how to be gentler – with each other, and with ourselves.
Moon - The Feminine energy. The Sun - The Masculine energy. In astrology language, your Sun sign dictates your zodiac personality, while your Moon sign, the second most important influence in your horoscope chart after the Sun, represents your emotions, your inner mood. And the two together strongly influence your emotional mode of operation.
Lunar Piscean - (delicate) On an instinctive level, you may have a natural affinity for the abstract or intuitive. This affinity can be a blessing, or a curse. You are likely to be able to sense the hidden or energetic levels of life, soaking up atmospheres as if you were a sponge. Your feelings about people and situations are likely to be immediate, accurate and intense. Understanding that your feelings provide valuable information, but can lead you astray sometimes, means that you will need to learn to recognize the difference between an intuitive response to something, and an emotional reaction that is based on your response to whatever is going on.
Born with a Vivid Imagination
Your imagination is likely to be very strong. You can find all manner of nuance in many life experiences. You are likely to respond to all manner of visual and emotional stimuli, which work to jettison you off into the many worlds of your imagination. Here you can find recreation and release. Whether you prefer to escape into a comfortable world of your own daydreams, or immerse yourself in art, anything that works to activate your imagination feels like coming home, and enables you to nurture your soul.
This is a great advantage if you turn your talents to anything creative. Most often, the Piscean energy is expressed through abstract art forms, so anything around music, film, photography, dance, drama, poetry or painting may appeal. Even if you do not practice as an artist, you are likely to be strongly in tune with certain art-forms. Because this sign is highly creative, opportunity awaits those of you who find an outlet for your vivid imaginations.
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You may also be highly intuitive, possessing innate psychic abilities if other factors in the chart are also present. You may have had a powerful sense of knowing from an early age, experienced prophetic dreams, or perhaps grown up in an environment where the women in particular were known for their psychic or healing abilities. Understanding how your “sixth sense” operates is your natural birthright, and one you can readily develop if you give it the time and respect it deserves.
Pisces is a sign of mystery, and humanity is not yet at a stage of evolution to understand all that Life has to offer. We do not understand our intuition fully, nor do we understand all the dimensions which exist within our Universe. Accordingly, you may have a natural curiousity about the subtle forces which shape our lives which is beyond what other people understand. Your instinctive awareness that there is more than just the “Here and Now” gives you an innate acceptance of things which cannot be immediately explained.
The great problem facing modern man is that, that the means by which we live have outdistanced the spiritual ends for which we live. – Dr Martin Luther King, Moon in Pisces
This sign is one of spiritual seeking. You may have a profound and personal relationship with your own experience of The Divine. This does not mean you are religious, and you may not follow any particular faith. But you are likely to feel in touch with something greater than yourself, and in your own way seek to live that experience out. As mentioned, Pisces is a sign of great sensitivity. Your life will be directed by feeling, and by the sense perhaps of an unseen “Hand” guiding it all.
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Seeing Things as They Truly Are
Love and relationship may be an area of life where you go through many lessons. Pisces is a very romantic sign. You may have a tendency to enter relationships or new experiences with rose-coloured glasses. Putting others on a pedestal means that invariably they must “fall off”. Yet you have the capacity for a rare kind of loving, based on the unconditional acceptance of others for who they are. Sometimes you experience an exalted kind of love that will bring you an experience of true union with another. At other times, you may need to wake up to harsh realities, seeing others for who they are, and not who you would like them to be. With the Moon here you need to be in relationship with others who respect your sensitivity. For this to happen, you must first respect it in yourself.
Most often, women with the Moon in Pisces have an easier time, for women are allowed to explore and develop their sensitive sides. For men, this placement can be more difficult. Many men are taught from an early age to repress their emotional lives, leading to patterns of fear and self-denial in later life where the attempt to shut down and deny their intuitive side. Sometimes men born with the Moon in Pisces fear their natural sensitivities. They react badly to the idea of anything ‘otherwordly’, as this would mean opening up to parts of themselves that have long been locked away.
That’s why I hate to take credit for the songs I’ve written. I feel that somewhere, someplace, it’s been done and I’m just a courier bringing it into the world. I really believe that. I love what I do. I’m happy at what I do. It’s escapism – Michael Jackson, Moon in Pisces
The Desire to Escape
The sign of Pisces carries within it an innate urge to escape – to leave behind the mundane aspects of life. Accordingly, you may find you have the need to withdraw periodically from the demands of life, taking time to replenish your highly sensitive emotional system. If you do not recognize when the time to withdraw has come, you may find yourself unable to cope with the demands of life. Withdrawal or escape is an important part of the Piscean experience. Whether you do this consciously or unconsciously will be entirely up to you.
A conscious manifestation of this desire to escape could involve taking time to be alone, retreating from the world for contemplation, meditation, purification and renewal. Spending time by the water, or in nature, is especially soothing. Natural environments help release the emotional and psychological influences you have absorbed from others, and process those experiences that are necessary for your growth. As Pisces is a sign of compassion, you may also experience self-renewal through acts of kindness to others, consciously offering your compassionate nature in selfless acts of service to others. The trick here will be in learning not to take on more than your fair share. Giving of your self is a natural response, but you may need to learn when enough is enough. Sometimes those born with the Moon in Pisces need to recognize boundaries, so that their generous and compassionate qualities are not taken advantage of.
An unconscious manifestation of the urge to escape would be more literal. This is usually characterized by a person who seeks to escape from the demands of this world through addiction, drugs or alcohol, through becoming dependent on some kind of government or welfare system, or losing themselves by becoming the victim of someone or something. Sometimes those born with the Moon in Pisces unconsciously become sick, vulnerable or destitute. However the escape is experienced, there is often an underlying feeling of not being able to cope in the world.
However it manifests, the urge to escape is almost always about seeking purification, restoration and release on an emotional level. Becoming conscious of underlying motives and needs will help greatly in understanding the complexities of such a sensitive emotional nature. Recognizing that the need to escape embodies a desire to merge oneself back with the source of “All That Is” can help set up constructive paths to become involved in life again, through which a return to consciousness can occur.
Born with the Moon in Pisces
Born with the Moon in Pisces, you are likely to have an innate need to find outlets for your acute sensitivity. You are likely to be drawn to the romantic, creative, compassionate, service-oriented or spiritual dimensions of life. Your natural ability to sense what is really going on is your best asset but possibly your greatest stumbling block. By learning to respect your own nature, you see clearly the people and situations that will give you the respect that you deserve. Yours is a loving heart, looking for union with another. In Love you will discover your biggest reward, and the most worthy reason to sacrifice.
Important reality of Lunar Pisceans:
****If you ever meet a Lunar Pisces who wants to be left in peace for hours or days or weeks, do not be surprised. The outside world can be a harsh place for them. And they need time and space to dream*******and recharge, and heal from harsh and hurtful things.
I know this.
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