Advisory

Time out.

This last week was busy.

I feel as if my feet did not touch the ground.

I am having to return to me. Like Twinings tea.

I have had more correspondence with the Witness Care Team/Victim Support. A lovely lady, Fiona, (with lovely Welsh lilt) got in touch to talk me through the stages from now until the trial in January. Wright V Hawes.

Hawes is still being remanded in custody. A restraining order has been enforced - in the case that he is released, without sentence, in **January.

In this case I am 'victim' to violence and ABH. In this case I will be defending myself. I have one witness. Statements were made in August and it may be necessary to update them. I have struggled, a bit, in the aftermath of assault and injury. The actual incident is one thing, the aftermath is another.

Of course I have to put it to the back of my mind, and simultaneously follow the advisory correct procedure. The procedure that has been set up for my sense of safety and security, as well as support.

I will be taken on a court visit to see where I will be presented in court and to see the choice of entrance/s that I choose to use. There will be further paperwork to complete, before January.

I have no immediate worries about this case or the trial. I trust, justice and *G-d and Divine justice, in this case. I also trust myself, fully.

My advisory, to self, is to have a slower week next week and to be extremely kind to myself. I am often face with challenges and I must respect that challenges are never easy. The power of meditation and breathing and kindness to self, I cannot recommend it enough.

* G-d is a word that describes a higher power. It is not referencing an old and white bearded man in the sky. G-d has no gender.

** Jupiter will be in Capricorn, Capricorn (the mountain goat with the fish tail) defies the laws of gravity. Capricorn gets there, steely determination. Even if it takes years.